Sunday, May 14, 2017

RISE

You lured us into a utopia
A place of peace and tranquility
But in reality it is a dystopia
A place without any equality

We are a few out of thousands lured by your beacon
Enticed by the empty promises you gave
Shadows of lies were spread and transparency is forsaken
A web of lies ensured we behave

Like a maze we are lost
Wandering aimlessly to find the exit
But freedom was our cost
And your corruption now exhibit

But your laws and oppression won’t hold us
We see through your lies like glass
Revolt is a must
So come join my cause lad and lass

A revolution will happen
We will take back our lives
And their oppression will be forgotten
As their oppression will no longer see them thrive

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Echoes

It makes me cry every time I visit you
Seeing that stone among the many others
Yet somehow I feel like you accomplished your mission
And only now did I get the clue
You helped me learn to find melodies among the silence
And now the world is my symphony
A place that is missing a precious piece
Yet I will continue to sing Our melody with resilience
Our little dove is learning to fly
Singing their own melody
One day, that melody will reach someone
But sometimes I feel like our dove is a little shy
I will make sure their melody will be just as clear as yours
It will be a long time before I hear you again
So in that time, I will play a melody worth listening 
Just you wait and hear me soar

Fading Away

We let our melodies sing loud and clear
But deep down, you are fading away
And soon, silence was all I can hear
I worked up the courage to ask you that day
And the horrifying news that is to come next
Your melody had already started to fade
And now everyday I get is a short text
But the pain on your face is like shade
I spent countless nights researching your condition
I was delusional to think that I can find a cure
But all I can find was how to give you the proper nutrition
My constant worrying has made me unsure
Yet you lay there on the hospital bed with a smile
Even in your condition, you are still trying to let your melody be heard
Maybe it is me that was deaf to your melodic trial
My priorities had been blurred
The melodies I hear is more than just your love
It is our memories and views toward our life choices
Watching you sit there playing with our little dove
Makes me want to sing you a symphony with all our voices

Melody

The silence around me was unbearable
Until I heard your soft melody
Playing gently through the the sea of void scrambles
You allowed me to hear your melody through my ears and body
You came into my lonely life and let your melody be heard
Soon, I started to hear my own melody within my own agony
Together we made our melodies sing like birds
And it blossomed into a full symphony
Everyone can hear what we have together
Through ups and downs I vowed to stay by your side
Everyday our melodies can be heard farther
And when we created a new melody I cried
I will do whatever I can to fill the silence with our melodies
With our songs we will make this world a better place
When you are sick I will give you the right remedies
You saved me from the darkness I had to face
Without you I would have stayed the same
And I am sure without me,  you would not be who you are today
So please continue to share your melodies until you shoot to fame
No matter what, at your side I am here to stay

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Fallen



Holding you was the best
Strolling down the beach together
Envy is what I saw in the eyes of the rest
I would not trade you for another
To me there is only one of you
And I can’t believe I lost it
Now I don’t know what to do
It was only for a few seconds
And you fell from my hands
You followed gravity when it beckons
Seeing you splattered all over the sands
It made me want to scream
But it will make a scene
So, I will go buy another ice cream
For this hot day, I need a cold cuisine



Day 1



I opened my eyes to see the sun’s unforgiving glare. I grimaced as I tried to adjust to the sudden brightness of the sky. Then I remembered what happened on the deck and I immediately sat up and looked around in a frenzy to the point where everything is a blur because my head was moving back and for so much.
            “Whatcha doing El?” Says a familiar voice.
            I turned my head to see Manny looking at me with a big smile on his face. He has a few scrapes and bruises on his face and arms but he seems fine otherwise.
            “Manny, you’re okay.” I said with relief. I don’t know what I would say to his parents if Manny got washed overboard. They would be devastated to know that their son was lost at sea and possibly eaten by sharks. Better not say that last part otherwise Manny’s mom would faint. Maybe his dad too.
            “Whatcha thinking El?” Asks Manny.
            “Nothing. More importantly, where are we?” I said as I got up.
            “And the sleeping beauty wakes up at last.” Says a loud and nasal voice.
            I turned to see a man who appears to be in his forties with an unshaved beard wearing a blue Hawaiian shirt decorated with palm trees and wearing swimming trunks. He also has green sandals and a knife in his right hand.
            “Do you know where you are right now child?” Says the man.
            I looked around me and saw a few other people standing on what appears to be a sandy beach littered with human garbage such as water bottles and old fishing lines. The beach is at the bottom of a cliff that is around 50 feet high with jagged rocks. There is a tree nearby that appears to have crabapples growing on its branches just 15 yards from me. A small boy who appears to be no older than 7 is collecting the fallen fruits that litters the sand under the tree.
            “Did you not hear what I asked?” Says the man in a louder and more forceful tone.
            I quickly snapped my attention back to the man. “We appear to be on a beach filled with trash that had washed up.” I said annoyingly.
            “I don’t like that attitude you are giving me.” Says the man. By then some people are looking at our direction with a worried expression on their face. “What is your name child?”
            “This is El.” Chimes in Manny happily. “El will become a botanist one day.”
            “I didn’t ask for you to speak porker!” The man shouted at Manny.
            I quickly got between the man and Manny. “Sir I don’t like the way you are speaking to my friend.” I said in an icy tone that could possibly freeze water.
            “You see this?” Says the man, holding up his knife. “I am the only one on this fucking  island with a knife and flint so if you want to survive on this island then you better stick with me.”
“El doesn’t need that. El knows how to survive in the wild” interjects Manny from behind me.
I glanced back at him and muttered to him. “Manny what are you doing?”
“Shush El, I am speaking for you.” Says Manny.
“Is that so?” Says the man. “Well I have been camping outside in the wild for half my life. From the jungles of Malaysia to the Rockies of North America and I even had the privilege to camp in North Korea as well. Can you match my expertise in survival, El?”
This man is full of shit. I shook my head and said “I don’t have your expertise. I am just a survival junky that watches too many survival shows.”
The man smirked and puffs out his chest. “Would you look at that. A wannabe survivalist.” He puts his knife away in a holster on the inside of his Hawaiian shirt.
            “Well wannabe, if you want to learn how to survive in the wild then you better stick with me, Mark.” Says the man.  “But the porker stays out. I get the feeling he would eat up all the food I will gather.”
            I heard Manny whimper a little at the sound of being ostracized from the only group of people on this island. Some of the people looked shocked while others shook their head with a sad expression on their face.
            “If Manny isn’t in the group then I don’t need to be in it either.” I said defiantly.
            Mark scoffed at me and then turned towards the group of people gathered at the beach. From where I am standing, I can see about eight people have been stranded on this island and I am sure most of them will go with the guy that can guaranteed fire for the night.
            “Forget the Wannabe and Porker, we can survive without them.” Says Mark in that irritating nasal voice.
            Mark motioned the group to come with him towards an opening between two massive boulders with lush greenery further down the path. He glanced back at me and Manny with a smug look on his face before resuming his walk away from the beach.
            “Wait.” I yelled.
            Everyone looked back at me, including Manny who gave me a quizzical look. I walked up to the boy who was collecting the crabapple like fruits.
            “Those are not crabapples. It was growing on a manchineel tree.” I said as I offered my hand to take the fruits from him. “Its deadly poisonous and even a small bite can kill you.”
            The boy looked distraught at the idea of having to give up the fruits he had went through the trouble of collecting. I gave him a reassuring nod as I extended my hand towards him. The boy turned his head back towards the others to see what he should do only to have Mark come up to him and slap the crabapples off his hands.
            “What are you spacing out for?” Says Mark angrily. His voice was loud enough that the boy visibly shrunk back and then started to tear up.
            “And you!” Says Mark as he points a finger at me. “I don’t want you anywhere near my group do you understand? I don’t want you two stealing our food because you can’t find food yourself.”
            I raised my hands up in an “I surrender” pose and took a step back. “Just trying to save the boy’s life nothing else”
            Mark scoffed. Then he ordered everyone to follow him so they can find a clearing in the jungle. He made sure to walk up towards a woman in a waitress uniform and pulled her close to him by the waist. The woman was clearly startled and tried to break away from him but he pulled her close to him again.
            “Don’t worry babe, I’ll make sure you are warm and safe on this island” says Mark in a happy tone that felt weird coming from a man that seems to enjoy screaming so much.
            Once they are out of view and ear shot, Manny said “So El, what do we do now?”
            “Well El, we go and find higher ground to survey the land and see which spot is the best place to set up camp. It will also help us spot any other useful resources.” I said.
            We followed the same path the others took to get out of the beach and walked on the grassy land until we see a fork on the road. One lead to the trees while one leads up a hill. I already know where path I am going to take.
            We walked up the hill but had to take a short break because Manny ran out of breath. Once got up to the hill I looked out at the island. It is a lot bigger than I had expected, maybe 3 miles across. I also see palm trees with possible coconuts around the furthest part of the island. Manny taps my shoulder and points towards my right to reveal another island. In fact, there are a lot of islands that appears to be a few hundred yards away from this island.
            I can also see rocky areas on the right of the island we are on which can provide fishing spots. There are also a few coconut palm trees near a sandy white beach with drift wood and littered with human trash. The one thing I saw that caught my island was trees that appear to have something orange growing on them.
            “Let’s go down towards that area.” I said to Manny.
            “As long as we get something to drink then I’ll go anywhere.” Replied Manny.
I had completely forgotten how hot and humid this area is. If we don’t get something to drink then we will die from dehydration or heat stroke. To avoid dehydration, we went down the hill towards the beach with all the garbage. Along the way towards the beach, we found mango trees with ripe orange and reddish mangoes. Manny and I ate a few mangoes before stuffing a few in our pockets. Once we arrived at the beach we found plastic water bottle, a plastic bucket, a tin can lid, a mangled fishing net and lots of drift wood.
            “Look what I found El!” Manny yells back as he picked up a bird skull with the neck still attached. “Think this is useful?”
            “I think I can make a spear out of that.” I said. So, I used the tin can lid as a makeshift knife to cut the fishing net to get cordage which I then used to bind the bird skull that Many found to a stick. I had to break the neck off the skull and break part of the stick to make it sharp then tied them together to make a 3-pronged spear.
            “Now we can go catch fishes.” I told Manny. Who was eager to try spear fishing.
            “Don’t worry El, I am really good at this stuff.” Said Manny. “My mom back at the farm made me spear rats with a pitchfork so I can later roast them for my dinner.”
            If I was smiling before, I am no longer doing it. Despite Manny’s positive attitude, he had a traumatic childhood because of his biological parents which affected how he sees himself.
            Manny darted off to the rocky areas to spear fish while I dragged drift wood to make a raft. To hell with Mark and the other people on this island. They would only get in the way of my grand adventure on a deserted island.
            It took 6 hours to build the raft because I was distracted with building a fire drill by bending a flexible wood and tying it with cordage from the fishing net to make a miniature bow. I found hollowed sticks that I semi-sharpened to stab into a few banana tree trunks that I found growing near the beach which will help collect water from the trees as the water drip from the hollowed-out sticks into a ditch I dug and covered with palm leaves.
            Manny returned with 2 fishes just as I was starting to make a fire with the fire drill. He glanced at the raft and then back at me.
            “Why are you building a raft?” Asks Manny.
            “To go to the other island so we can find more resources.” I replied to Manny.
            “Aren’t we going to get help?”
            “If help comes our way then we’ll get help but for now we can focus on setting up camp for the night.” I said to Manny. Lying to Manny has always been easy since he believes every lie I tell him even if it is obvious.
            I started using the fire drill by wrapping the cordage around a stick and then putting the stick on a flat piece of wood and a rock on the other end of the stick so I can drill the stick into the piece of wood. This took 30 minutes to create smoke only to find out I didn’t prepare any tinder so the smoke went out.
            “Well that is a bust.” I muttered to myself. It will be disappointing to tell Manny we can’t eat the fishes he had caught.
            “It’s okay El.” Says Manny. “I can catch more fishes tomorrow and I bet they will taste just as good as the mixed vegetables my dad makes for me.”
            “Manny, your dad fed you pig slop.” I am getting irritated with how much Manny can put up with his abuse.
            “Yeah but it tastes good!” Says Manny as he starts to peel a mango.
            “Manny, just go to sleep once you’re done eating. I am going to make a lean-to shelter with the raft and some palm leaves.”
            I laid down on the palm leaves and closed my eyes. My little island adventure isn’t going so well. Maybe I should steal the knife and flint from that douchebag.
            “Hey El?”
            “What is it Manny?” I replied.
            “Are we going to bring the others to the island if it has more resources?”
            I opened my eyes and sat up. I can see Manny is still wide awake with the help of the moonlight. He is looking at me expectantly.
            “Why do you care about them?” I asked angrily. “They wanted to kick you out.”
            “No, El, the man that yells a lot wanted to kick me out.” Said Manny. “I get the feeling he will not share anything with the other people.”
            I sighed and laid back down. “Go to sleep. We have a long day tomorrow.”